A CERTAIN Magician had retired for the sake of study to a cottage in
a forest. It was summer in a hot country. In the trees near the cottage
dwelt a most beautiful Firefly. The light she bore with her was dazzling,
yet soft and palpitating, as the evening star, and she seemed a single flash
of fire as she shot in and out suddenly from under the screen of foliage,
or like a lamp as she perched panting upon some leaf, or hung glowing from
some bough; or like a wandering meteor as she eddied gleaming over the summits
of the loftiest trees; as she often did, for she was an ambitious Firefly.
She learned to know the Magician, and would sometimes alight and sit shining
in his hair, or trail her lustre across his book as she crept over the pages.
The Magician admired her above all things:
“What eyes she would have if she were a woman!” thought he.
Once he said aloud:
“How happy you must be, you rare, beautiful, brilliant creature!”
“I am not happy,” rejoined the Firefly; “what am I, after all, but a
flying beetle with a candle in my tail? I wish I were a star.”
“Very well,” said the Magician, and touched her with his wand, when she
became a beautiful star in the twelfth degree of the sign Pisces.
After some nights the Magician asked her if she was content.
“I am not,” replied she. “When I was a Firefly I could fly whither I
would, and come and go as I pleased. Now I must rise and set at certain
times, and shine just so long and no longer. I cannot fly at all, and only
creep slowly across the sky. In the day I cannot shine, or if I do no one
sees me. I am often darkened by rain, and mist, and cloud. Even when I shine
my brightest I am less admired than when I was a Firefly, there are so many
others like me. I see, indeed, people looking up from the earth by night
towards me, but how do I know that they are looking at me?”
“The laws of Nature will have it so,” returned the Magician.
“Don’t talk to me of the laws of Nature,” rejoined the Firefly. “I did
not make them, and I don’t see why I should be compelled to obey them. Make
me something else.”
“What would you be?” demanded the accommodating Magician.
“As I creep along here,” replied the Star, “I see such a soft pure track
of light. It proceeds from the lamp in your study. It flows out of your window
like a river of molten silver, both cool and warm. Let me be such a lamp.”
“Be it so,” answered the Magician: and the star became a lovely alabaster
lamp, set in an alcove in his study. Her chaste radiance was shed over his
page as long as he continued to read. At a certain hour he extinguished her
and retired to rest.
Next morning the Lamp was in a terrible humour.
“I don’t choose to be blown out,” she said.
“You would have gone out of your own accord else,” returned the Magician.
“What!” exclaimed the Lamp, “am I not shining by my own light?”
“Certainly not: you are not now Firefly or a Star. You must now depend
upon others. You would be dark for ever if I did not rekindle you by the
help of this oil.”
“What!” cried the Lamp, “not shine of my own accord! Never! Make me an
everlasting lamp, or I will not be one at all.”
“Alas, poor friend,” returned the Magician sadly, “there is but one place
where aught is everlasting. I can make thee a lamp of the sepulchre.”
“Content,” responded the Lamp. And the Magician made her one of those
strange occult lamps which men find ever and anon when they unseal the tombs
of ancient kings and wizards, sustaining without nutriment a perpetual flame.
And he bore her to a sepulchre where a great king was lying embalmed and
perfect in his golden raiment, and set her at the head of the corpse. And
whether the poor fitful Firefly found at last rest in the grave, we may know
when we come thither ourselves. But the Magician closed the gates of the
sepulchre behind him, and walked thoughtfully home. And as he approached
his cottage, behold another Firefly darting and flashing in and out among
the trees, as brilliantly as ever the first had done. She was a wise Firefly,
well satisfied with the world and everything in it, more particularly her
own tail. And if the Magician would have made a pet of her no doubt she would
have abode with him. But he never looked at her.
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